Miss
I do not miss your agonies
or nameless nurses whispering
or cryptic screens that blare to life
disrupted dining
sleepless nights
while someone scours for a vein.
I do not miss the sounds of pain
high straining cries
exhausted sighs
depleted groans
remorseful moans
the subtle cursing in your breath
or euphemistic talk of death.
I miss no charts left by your side
those codes
that left us
petrified.
I miss none of the sterile smells
the barren rooms
unanswered bells
the cotton swabs dropped on the floors
the frantic prayers
for higher scores.
Don't think I do not think of you.
It's that I miss not missing you
the way things were
when all was well
and how we'd run
before you fell.
Miss © Copyright 2021, Robert J. Tiess.
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Submitted: December 31, 2020