Within the Presence of Your Absence
Those pillows where you wedged your head
cannot relax or convalesce
displaced
like me
by lasting weights
as if much pressure hesitates
both there and here
within these ribs
there sorrows caged still dent their pen
and jolt the bolt restraining them
the lock no looser for the pain
however they may rage or strain
impressed ingrained imprinted
stamped
thick influence
much metal heft
your indentations shape the day
they occupy where you stand not
can drive shrill silence from all halls
or empty rooms from rugs to walls
or shove old shadows out of sight
and clear the clocks of noon and night
because you're present
then you're not
while I'm not game for hide and seek
although I search
too often speak
as if you'd hear me
might reply
or wait to see what else I sigh
retorting in a wordless way
through curios
daft artifacts
handwritten lists
cool candle wax
you left behind one Saturday
confined by times
which loose the mind
to redefine that lack enshrined
in everywhere you glow no more
and though it seems I leave through doors
or step out boxing calendars
each entrance sends that absence round
inverting exits to surround
negating spaces none contain
beyond departures
we remain.
Within the Presence of Your Absence © Copyright 2021, Robert J. Tiess.
View this poem at AllPoetry.com
207 words. W.S. Merwin quote (2nd quote inspiration: "Your absence has gone through me..." - from Merwin's "Separation") challenge prompt - link:
https://allpoetry.com/contest/2746398---w.s.merwin-
Submitted: April 28, 2020